Greetings bloggers, here’s some experiences I have been having (and / or enduring) this last week or 2.
Last week, I noticed an oil leak on the forks of the motorbike, so I thought I’d book it in for that one, since I’m not that confident about that part- well it was booked in for Monday, but the guy said it was knackered, so had to find someone else to fix it, so now I’m waiting for the guy to come and pick that parcel up ready for them.
I had to get the bus to work this morning, early, so that I could get back in time, that was unusual, cos the bus was full of school kids, outside the window too, they came from side streets and alleyways, flocking to school – when you see all those kids, or at least when I see all those kids, I cant help thinking WTF? What do we need all these kids for? Aren’t there enough people around already? Of course its a basic human right to have kids if you want them, after all, its a very human thing to reproduce, or a very animal thing at any rate, only thing is, theres not enough room for half the animals anymore, cos of the “success” of the humans – but what kind of success is it if everything ends up concreted over and polluted to hell?
Anyhow, I was just thinking how like ants we are, all with our little jobs to go to, all those kids training to be adults, so they can go to jobs in towns like this one, then theres the cities which are so much bigger than towns, and the whole country, all working away, thinking we’re doing quite well, cos the governments says so, or not if your opposed? But then you go to another country, and they’re the same, all being told they should be glad to keep trying, its how the whole world works, or does it?
I have the most horrid cold I had for years, I can’t sleep, and have pains all down one side, perhaps its because the bike is unwell that I am too? I did have this cold last week tho, but then the bike was probably suffering too at that time – that was the guy at the door, he took the parts away for repair, its going to be about 10 days with no transport, so its on the bus for me. When I go on a bus, I often end up looking at the rest of the bus users a little oddly, its hardly surprising, if you were to get on a bus and see me sat there, wouldn’t you be surprised too? With my stunning good looks and effervescent charisma?
Anyway, I had a headache pill, it seems to help with the stiffness in my neck (till it wears off) its weird, I feel like I have Fibroneuraliga or something, its not in the bones, its in the flesh, or the nervous system or something, I’m not used to it, and I don’t like it.
Oh yeah, so I was just thinking, when I was on the bus, about how I’m seeing myself as different from all these others, and how good looking I must be for them or whatever, obviously they cant have me, cos I’m living in this other world from them, which is probably what makes them find me so very inspiring or whatever it is, till they see a pretty girl, or a kitten or whatever out the window, I join in with some of it, then go back to what I was doing, just being “great” and so on, its like that film “Divergent” which just happens to be my sexual orientation in case you were curious? I quite liked that film, its a good series, I picked up the 3 films for under a few quid, I expect they’ll do more if the interest is there.
When you get to my age, you realise that if you’re not dead yet, given time, you will be! Yes, mortality really does come to mind more as you get older, especially when you’re not well. It strikes me that none of us have the slightest clue what we’re doing or where we’re headed as a species. Being Divergent tho is great tho, I hardly care about all that stuff, it has little impact on me in my life. Oh well, 10 days to wait now to get the bike back – I’l be in touch! 🙂